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5 AM

Hey,

You awake?

It's 5am and I can't sleep. 

My mind is wandering into weird places.

Do you ever wonder why we were placed in this world with billions of population?

Like all I do is eat, play, sleep, repeat. This can't be the purpose I was put on earth,

Well, I can't find a purpose for all those great people who have already fulfilled the positions of extraordinary.

I know, it must sound like I'm giving up,

Well, I am not giving up because I'm suppressed by the greatness of others, 

I just feel sad living in a society where such greatness comes after sacrifices, war, corruption, and in the end, the greatness isn't permanent because someone or the other out there would say trash about you, and people would believe it eventually. 

Hatred is something, that should not have been discovered among humans.

Like, I get angry and say something disheartening to someone and apologize within a second but till then the words had already cut through their ears and built a tiny hatred against me. 

If only, people were not familiar with the concept of hatred, wouldn't that be wonderful to see? 

All the love and kindness flooding people's minds. Failures and hurt only leading to new motivation.

Sounds like something that would only exist in a book, right?

Never mind, I suddenly feel sleepy. I wish when I wake up the world is a little kinder than before.

Good night !!


Pritha Krishna

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